It's Been A Long Time.....But I'm Back Baby!

So much has happened since I was on here last. Probably too much to tell and I would burn up the keyboard or something. LOL

Just to keep it simple, we have moved into the house that was so graciously offered to us by some dear friends. We are renting/taking care of their "stuff" til they get back from a 3 year PCS.
School has started, so has football, so has the Teeny Boppers running us ragged, so has the church stuff and so on and so forth.

I have quit my job and on to find the next adventure, hopefully with less drama!!!!!

And now I sit here in a quiet house while everyone is off to do their stuff and it is time for my scheduled break down that I said I would have after all the moving and shuffling and friends leaving and drama and well you know......

God has show himself faithful in all of this. He was in it from the start of all of this mess....BIG HOT MESS!
And yet I still have times of fear, doubt, worry, questioning and yet despite all of that He still chooses to give me just a moment in His arms to tell me He loves me. He's proud of me. That He is truly there and He always will be.
You see just when I think my tiara is too tarnished to step anywhere close to His presence, He lifts my chin and polishes it up a little and straightens it and brushes my tears from my cheeks and says He's still there.

I know one day I'll get it right and it won't be such a crazy mess my life. But for now I'm so thankful for His grace. For just knowing that He's there.......

So now I feel a challenge coming out of this lesson. Who will I be "there" for. To show them that same grace. In times when that person doesn't have a close relationship with PaPa can I be the bridge to Him.

How about you? Will you be used in the same way?